Saturday, September 20, 2008

back from signing my 'death warrant'. i had been called by the academic affairs department earlier on to report to school yesterday regarding the modules i had failed. so yeah, i thought it would be rather simple, they would just ask me to repeat the modules. but no. life's never that simple. i really wish it was. back to what i was saying. i was told to sit in and wait for my course manager and the 1st year coordinator. and that when it all began. i was told to sign the acknowledgement form stating that i would be DISMISSED if i were to fail the same modules twice. yeap, that exactly what it came down to. and the immediate implication where that now, i can never complete my diploma in 3 yrs time. dam! adding to the stress, if i were to be dismissed from Ngee Ann, i would to report for National Service straight away! now is that fair?? haiz. guess that's the price of having "balls in Singapore". and girls thing we guys always have it easy huh? and by the time we guys come out to re-apply for a diploma course, most the girls would have stated with their first job or even a degree. sigh. as you all can see now, a simple module is a matter of life and death for us guys. dam! dam! dam! why does it have to be this way? oh well, there's "no point crying over spilled milk", i know. but how am i suppose to focus and concentrate thinking about all the possible consequences if i were to screw up one more time.